Oy Vey!.....the last post on my little obscure blog was almost a year ago!......sheeesh!.......that's because in the last year my life has felt anything but Enchanted. I've been struggling with such extreme stress in my life: my work-life, my home-life, my marriage, my health, my spiritual-life and I just never felt like sharing any of this here in my Sacred Space. My life has been anything but enchanted this past year.
On top of everything else going on in my life the latest and most consuming is that my cancer has returned, there is a mass on my right kidney. I find out on today what we're dealing with and what the potential game plan is.
I've pretty much spent these last few weeks drifting, like smoke from a candle, refusing to set down in one mind place too long in fear that the Hysteria will find me and start gnawing at me again.
However, I did have a few moments of life affirming clarity, little flashes of "I-will-be-okay-I-will-not-go-down" moments and in one of those moments, in the shower oddly enough, it came to me that I should write about all of this on my blog, that I should share my journey, stresses and all....
The beaten up part of my Soul sneered at me sarcastically, "Hahahahahaha, the joke's on you! That's what you get for naming your blog An Enchanted Life! There is nothing Enchanted about your life right now."
Then the Goddess in me countered with "But that's EXACTLY why you should share this on your blog, to share with others how you're going to keep living An Enchanted Life not matter what today's verdict is! No matter what the future brings. That's the whole point of the blog!"
So, here we are: Day 1 on the completely new leg of my journey on living An Enchanted Life....and every day IS Enchanting because I am still here, alive and well, to tell you that!
2 comments:
cheers to your new journey! i love living everyday with the Goddess!
hugs*
kathy
SO happy to see your blogging/writing as a way of coping! Love and light, Jenny
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